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There’s Nothing Wrong with Being Husky in the Gay World

I have and always will be a big dude. It’s something that I was growing up, something that I was happy to be during my 20’s, and something that I continue to be as I get older. While many gay men fret and worry about every single calorie that they consume and what it takes to work that off, I simply don’t. And I’m happy to do so.

Granted, this mindset hasn’t always been the easiest to maintain. When you live in a city like New York, you are surrounded by a bevy of incredibly gorgeous men chiseled to perfection. Even attending RuPaul’s DragCon last weekend, there were half naked dudes representing a ton of brands who all fit the same 'in shape' mold.

Great for them (I mean that), and I think it’s fantastic that certain brands continue to do what they do to sell their products (seriously no shade) but representation for men over a size 32 in the media is still frighteningly small. Furthermore, there is little to no promotional materials at any events across the world that cater to guys like me. It’s the same go-go dancer type body plastered on posters at every single gay bar out there. Doesn’t this get redundant after a while?

It pains me that being into a husky or chubby or big guy is still taboo in 2018. For many years, I have heard the saying “you’re really cute for a fat guy” and so on and so forth. Why not just … “you’re really cute?" Being fat is something that I know I am, but I don’t necessarily need that additional asterisk to go along with the "cute" comment. If I was a muscular gym goer, would you say “god, you changed my mind on ripped dudes. F**k yeah!” Chances are, this is a no, because our brains have been trained to enjoy the 'in shape' body for years now, and it’s frustrating that this is still the mentality today.

I’m not someone who goes around wearing my weight with a badge of honor or anything, nor do I encourage anyone to gain weight for the sake of doing so, but there’s a confidence that builds within yourself as you get older. Things you used to care about become minimal if not extinct and what really matters becomes front and center.

You’ll hopefully find those gems out there that are into you for YOU and not for what you look like, how much money you make, or your reputation within the gay community. Those gems can be either in the form of friendships, sexual partner, or a relationship, and we are lucky to have them if they come along.

Separately, being comfortable in one’s skin is important in our community, especially with all the visualizations out there. Too many of us are committing suicide, inflicting self-harm, or becoming depressed due to our own image, and that's very frustrating.

As cheesy as it sounds, the bottom line in all of this is to love who you are because at the end of the day you go home to you. Am I technically fat? Yes. Do I care what you think about it? No. I’m happy to embrace the kind of guy that I am and will continue to do so in this life that I’ve been given. My hope is that everyone else in this community does the same, no matter who you are. Cue the very special episode music now.


This post was created by one of our Contributing Writers and does not reflect the opinion of Instinct Magazine or the other Contributing Writers when it comes to this subject.

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I'm fat. I don't find myself sexy and I'm under no delusions that it is sexy to be overweight. Frankly I'd rather have love than sex at my age anyway!

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"...being comfortable in one’s skin is important in our community, especially with all the visualizations out there.""Am I technically fat? Yes. Do I care what you think about it? No."

So why not just write another one of an infinite number of articles saying the exact same thing. I don't know who you are trying to convince. Us, or yourself. It's unfortunate for your ego that you aren't considered a sex god by strangers. The reality is, fat or thin, most people aren't. Join the fucking club, chubs. 

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I found this piece a bit confusing.  It seems like you want the reader to feel empowered to feel good about his “inner beauty” even if he feels like he might be “just another fat guy nobody hot would f@ck”.  But the article centers around your perceptions of the physical, how it is represented in various forms, and that you feel marginalized and slighted in some way by it all.   You also seem to place shame on people who care about what they put in their body to maintain an arguably healthy (provided it’s not taken to an extreme) body type.  Actually, there is a lot of shaming/placing negative emotion on things you with which you do agree in the article.  It’s hard to understand that you have acceptance and pride for yourself and conviction in your sentiment when you just shade others as an argument.

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This would have more impact if the author's other "works" weren't lists of Top 10 hottest guys which explicitly glorify the exact standards of conventional gay male attractiveness that he claims to be against. I do not see any evidence the author finds husky or bear bodies sexy, he appears to merely have resigned himself to not having his ideal "hot" body.

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OMG, I was just thinking about pizza.  What are the odds?

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Would love to be a chubby male clothes model

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So Instinct Magazine DOES believe there is something wrong with "Being Husky in the Gay World"?

This post was created by one of our Contributing Writers and does not reflect the opinion of Instinct Magazine or the other Contributing Writers when it comes to this subject.

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Not legal jargon, but a statement highlighting that we have 8 to 12 contributing writers and they often share their opinion on here which does not match the opinion of others.  It is put on every article where ANY opinion is shared. 

Unlike Anonymous, we put our name on our opinions, rather than take jabs at others hiding behind a nameless post. 

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Standard legal jargon to prevent themselves from being sued.

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What's up with that footnote.

Don't you mean the article "does not necessarily reflect the opinion?"  Or are you just straight up disagreeing?  loL

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See my reply to the comment above

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I’m a chubby husky Italian bearded hairy bear

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Outstanding article!!

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